"No, I ain't crazy, nuther. I know what I'm talkin' about. I--" "It's just where you put it," interrupted Maria, taking up her sewing with a switch; "and I wouldn't lay the blame onto anybody else." "You'd ought to ha' looked out for a paper like that," said his wife. "I guess I should if it had been me. If you've gone an' lost all that money through your carelessness, you've done it, that's all I've got to say. I don't see what we're goin' to do." Caleb bent forward and fixed his eyes upon the women. He held up his shaking hand impressively. "If you'll stop talkin' just a minute," said he, "I'll tell you what I was goin' to. Now I'd like to know just one thing: Wa'n't Cyrus Morris alone in that kitchen as much as fifteen minutes a week ago to-day? Didn't you leave him there while you went to look arter me? Wa'n't the key in the desk? Answer me that!" His wife looked at him with cold surprise and severity. "I wouldn't talk in any such way as that if I was you, father," said she. "It don't show a Christian spirit. It's jest layin' the blame of your own carelessness onto somebody else. You're all the one that's to blame. An' when it comes to it, you'd never ought to let Cyrus Morris have the money anyhow. I could have told you better. I knew what kind of a man he was." "He's a rascal," said Caleb, catching eagerly at the first note of foreign condemnation in his wife's words. "He'd ought to be put in state's-prison. I don't think much of his relations nuther. I don't want nothin' to do with 'em, an' I don't want none of my folks to." Paulina's soft cheeks flushed. Then she suddenly spoke out as she had never spoken in her life. "It doesn't make it out because he's a bad man that his relations are," said she. "You haven't any right to speak so, father. And I guess you won't stop me having anything to do with them, if you want to." She was all pink and trembling. Suddenly she burst out crying, and ran out of the room. "You'd ought to be ashamed of yourself, father," exclaimed Mrs. Childs. "I didn't think of her takin' on it so," muttered Caleb, humbly. "I didn't mean nothin'." Caleb did not seem like himself through the following days. His simple old face took on an expression of strained thought, which made it look strange. He was tottering on a height of mental effort and worry which was almost above the breathing capacity of his innocent and placid nature. Many a night he rose, lighted a candle, and tremulously fumbled over his desk until morning, in the vain hope of finding missing note. One night, while he was so searching, some one touched him softly on the arm. He jumped and turned. It was Christine. She had stolen in silently. "Oh, it's you!" said he. "Ain't you found it?" "Found it? No; an' I sha'n't, nuther." He turned away from her and pulled out another drawer. The girl stood watching him wistfully. "It was a big yellow paper," the old man went on--"a big yellow paper, an' I'd wrote on the back on't, 'Cyrus Morris's note.' An' the interest he'd, paid was set down on the back on't, too." "It's too bad you can't find it," said she. "It ain't no use lookin'; it ain't here, an' that's the hull on't. It's in his desk. I ain't got no more doubt on't than nothin' at all." "Where--does he keep his desk?" "In his kitchen; it's jest like this one." "Would this key open it?" "I dun know but 'twould. But it ain't no use. I s'pose I'll have to lose it." Caleb sobbed silently and wiped his eyes. A few days later he came, all breathless, into the sitting room. He could hardly speak; but he held out a folded yellow paper, which fluttered and blew in his unsteady hand like a yellow maple-leaf in an autumn gale. "Look-a-here!" he gasped--"look-a-here!" "Why, for goodness' sake, what's the matter?" cried Maria. She and Mrs. Childs and Paulina were there, sewing peacefully. "Jest look-a-here!" "Why, for mercy's sake, what is it, father? Are you crazy?" "It's--the note!" "What note? Don't get so excited, father." "Cyrus Morris's note. That's what note 'tis. Look-a-here!" The women all arose and pressed around him, to look at it. "Where did you find it, father?" asked his wife, who was quite pale. "I suppose it was just where you put it," broke in Maria, with sarcastic emphasis. "No, it wa'n't. No, it wa'n't, nuther. Don't you go to crowin' too quick, Maria. That paper was just where I told you 'twas. What do you think of that, hey?" "Oh, father, you didn't!" "It was layin' right there in his desk. That's where 'twas. Jest where I knew--" "Father, you didn't go over there an' take it!" The three women stared at him with dilated eyes. "No, I didn't." "Who did?" The old man jerked his head towards the kitchen door. "She." "Who?" "Christiny." "How did she get it?" asked Maria, in her magisterial manner, which no astonishment could agitate. "She saw Cyrus and Mis' Morris ride past, an' then she run over there, an' she got in through the window an' got it; that's how." Caleb braced himself like a stubborn child, in case any exception were taken to it all. "It beats everything I ever heard," said Mrs. Childs, faintly. "Next time you'll believe what I tell you!" said Caleb. The whole family were in a state of delight over the recovery of the note; still Christine got rather hesitating gratitude. She was sharply questioned, and rather reproved than otherwise. This theft, which could hardly be called a theft, aroused the old distrust of her. "It served him just right, and it wasn't stealing, because it didn't belong to him; and I don't know what you would have done if she hadn't taken it," said Maria; "but, for all that, it went all over me." "So it did over me," said her sister. " I felt just as you did, an' I felt as if it was real ungrateful too, when the poor child did it just for us." But there were no such misgivings for poor Caleb, with his money, and his triumph over iniquitous Cyrus Morris. He was wholly and unquestioningly grateful. "It was a blessed day when we took that little girl in," he told his wife. "I hope it'll prove so," said she. Paulina took her lover's desertion quietly. She had just as many soft smiles for every one; there was no alteration in her gentle, obliging ways. Still her mother used to listen at her door, and she knew that she cried instead of sleeping many a night. She was not able to eat much, either, although she tried to with pleasant willingness when her mother urged her. After a while she was plainly grown thin, and her pretty color had faded. Her mother could not keep her eyes from her. "Sometimes I think I'll go an' ask Willard myself what this kind of work means," she broke out with an abashed abruptness one afternoon. She and Paulina happened to be alone in the sitting-room. "You'll kill me if you do, mother," said Paulina. Then she began to cry. "Well, I won't do anything you don't want me to, of course," said her mother. She pretended not to see that Paulina was crying. Willard had stopped coming about the first of October; the time wore on until it was the first of December, and he had not once been to the house, and Paulina had not exchanged a word with him in the meantime. One night she had a fainting-spell. She fell heavily while crossing the sitting-room floor. They got her on to the lounge, and she soon revived; but her mother had lost all control of herself. She came out into the kitchen and paced the floor. "Oh, my darlin'!" she wailed. "She's goin' to die. What shall I do? All the child I've got in the world. An' he's killed her! That scamp! I wish I could get my hands on him. Oh, Paulina, Paulina, to think it should come to this!" Christine was in the room, and she listened with eyes dilated and lips parted. She was afraid that shrill wail would reach Paulina in the next room. "She'll hear you," she said, finally. Mrs. Childs grew quieter at that, and presently Maria called her into the sitting-room. Christine stood thinking for a moment. Then she got her hood and shawl, put on her rubbers, and went out. She shut the door softly, so nobody should hear. When she stepped forth she plunged knee-deep into snow. It was snowing hard, as it had been all day. It was a cold storm, too; the wind was bitter. Christine waded out of the yard and down the street. She was so small and light that she staggered when she tried to step firmly in some tracks ahead of her. There was a full moon behind the clouds, and there was a soft white light in spite of the storm. Christine kept on down the street, in the direction of Willard Morris's house. It was a mile distant. Once in a while she stopped and turned herself about, that the terrible wind might smite her back instead of her face. When she reached the house she waded painfully through the yard to the side-door and knocked. Pretty soon it opened, and Willard stood there in the entry, with a lamp in his hand. "Good-evening," said he, doubtfully, peering out. "Good-evenin'." The light shone on Christine's face. The snow clung to her soft hair, so it was quite white. Her cheeks had a deep, soft color, like roses; her blue eyes blinked a little in the lamp-light, but seemed rather to flicker like jewels or stars. She panted softly through her parted lips. She stood there, with the snow-flakes driving in light past her, and "She looks like an angel," came swiftly into Willard Morris's head before he spoke. "Oh, it's you," said he. Christine nodded. Then they stood waiting. "Why, won't you come in?" said Willard, finally, with an awkward blush. "I declare I never thought. I ain't very polite." She shook her head. "No, thank you," said she. "Did--you want to see mother?" "No." The young man stared at her in increasing perplexity. His own fair, handsome young face got more and more flushed. His forehead wrinkled. "Was there anything you wanted?" "No, I guess not," Christine replied, with a slow softness. Willard shifted the lamp into his other hand and sighed. "It's a pretty hard storm," he remarked, with an air of forced patience. "Yes." "Didn't you find it terrible hard walking?" "Some." Willard was silent again. "See here, they're all well down at your house, ain't they?" said he, finally. A look of anxious interest had sprung into his eyes. He had begun to take alarm. "I guess so." Suddenly he spoke out impetuously. "Say, Christine, I don't know what you came here for; you can tell me afterwards. I don't know what you'll think of me, but-- Well, I want to know something. Say--well, I haven't been 'round for quite a while. You don't-suppose--they've cared much, any of them"" "I don't know." "Well, I don't suppose you do, but--you might have noticed. Say, Christine, you don't think she--you know whom I mean--cared anything about my coming, do you?" "I don't know," she said again, softly, with her eyes fixed warily on his face. "Well, I guess she didn't; she wouldn't have said what she did if she had." Christine's eyes gave a sudden gleam. " What did she say?" "Said she wouldn't have anything more to do with me," said the young man, bitterly. "She was afraid I would be up to just such tricks as my uncle was, trying to cheat her father. That was too much for me. I wasn't going to stand that from any girl." He shook his head angrily. "She didn't say it." "Yes, she did; her own father told my uncle so. Mother was in the next room and heard it." "No, she didn't say it," the girl repeated. "How do you know?" "I heard her say something different[,]" Christine told him. "I'm going right up there," cried he, when he heard that. "Wait a minute, and I'll go along with you." "I dun know as you'd better--to-night," Christine said, looking out towards the road evasively. "She--ain't been very well to-night." "Who? Paulina? What's the matter?" "She had a faintin'-spell jest before I came out," answered Christine, with stiff gravity. "Oh! Is she real sick?" "She was some better." "Don't you suppose I could see her just a few minutes? I wouldn't stay to tire her," said the young man, eagerly. "I dun know." "I must, anyhow." Christine fixed her eyes on his with a solemn sharpness. "What makes you want to?" "What makes me want to? Why, I'd give ten years to see her five minutes." "Well, mebbe you could come over a few minutes." "Wait a minute,!" cried Willard. "I'll get my hat." "I'd better go first, I guess. The parlor fire'll be to light." "Then had I better wait?" "I guess so." "Then I'll be along in about an hour. Say, you haven't said what you wanted." Christine was off the step. "It ain't any matter," murmured she. "Say--she didn't send you?" "No, she didn't." "I didn't mean that. I didn't suppose she did," said Willard, with an abashed air. "What did you want, Christine?" "There's somethin' I want you to promise," said she, suddenly. "What's that?" "Don't you say anything about Mr. Childs." "Why, how can I help it?" "He's an old man, an' he was so worked up he didn't know what he was sayin'. They'll all scold him. Don't say anything." "Well, I won't say anything. I don't know what I'm going to tell her, though." Christine turned to go. "You didn't say what 'twas you wanted," called Willard again. But she made no reply. She was pushing through the deep snow out of the yard. It was quite early yet, only a few minutes after seven. It was eight when she reached home. She entered the house without any one seeing her. She pulled off her snowy things, and went into the sitting-room. Paulina was alone there. She was lying on the lounge. She was very pale, but she looked up and smiled when Christine entered. Christine brought the fresh out-door air with her. Paulina noticed it. "Where have you been?" whispered she. Then Christine bent over her, and talked fast in a low tone. Presently Paulina raised herself and sat up. "Tonight?" cried she, in an eager whisper. Her cheeks grew red. "Yes; I'll go make the parlor fire." "It's all ready to light." Suddenly Paulina threw her arms around Christine and kissed her. Both girls blushed. "I don't think I said one thing to him that you wouldn't have wanted me to," said Christine. "You didn't--ask him to come?" "No, I didn't, honest." When Mrs. Childs entered, a few minutes later, she found her daughter standing before the glass. "Why, Paulina!" cried she. "I feel a good deal better, mother," said Paulina. "Ain't you goin' to bed?" "I guess I won't quite yet." "I've got it all ready for you. I thought you wouldn't feel like sittin' up." "I guess I will; a little while." Soon the door-bell rang with a sharp peal. Everybody jumped--Paulina rose and went to the door. Mrs. Childs and Maria, listening, heard Willard's familiar voice, then the opening of the parlor door. "It's him!" gasped Mrs. Childs. She and Maria looked at each other. It was about two hours before the soft murmur of voices in the parlor ceased, the outer door closed with a thud, and Paulina came into the room. She was blushing and smiling, but she could not look in any one's face at first. "Well," said her mother, "who was it?" "Willard. It's all right." It was not long before the fine sewing was brought out again, and presently two silk dresses were bought for Paulina. It was known about that she was to be married on Christmas Day. Christine assisted in the preparation. All the family called to mind afterwards the obedience so ready as to be loving which she yielded to their biddings during those few hurried weeks. She sewed, she made cake, she ran of errands, she wearied herself joyfully for the happiness of this other young girl. About a week before the wedding, Christine, saying good-night when about to retire one evening, behaved strangely. They remembered it afterwards. She went up to Paulina and kissed her when saying good-night. It was something which she had never before done. Then she stood in the door, looking at them all. There was a sad, almost a solemn, expression on her fair girlish face. "Why, what's the matter?" said Maria. "Nothin'," said Christine. "Good-night." That was the last time they ever saw her. The next morning Mrs. Childs, going to call her, found her room vacant. There was a great alarm. When they did not find her in the house nor the neighborhood, people were aroused, and there was a search instigated. It was prosecuted eagerly, but to no purpose. Paulina's wedding evening came, and Christine was still missing. Paulina had been married, and was standing beside her husband, in the midst of the chattering guests, when Caleb stole out of the room. He opened the north door, and stood looking out over the dusky fields. "Christiny!" he called; "Christiny!" Presently he looked up at the deep sky, full of stars, and called again--"Christiny! Christiny!" But there was no answer save in light. When Christine stood in the sitting room door and said good-night, her friends had their last sight and sound of her. Their Twelfth Guest had departed from their hospitality forever.
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